Friday, March 30, 2007
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
YEYY!!! I MEET DA
FULL FRINKS YESTERDAY!!
soooooooo happyyyy to see alllll of themmm~
:D
We do lotsa stupid things together! Including going in the ~SOO SPACIOUS Puma fitting room together and took a reflective picture. Hehehhehehehehhehhehheh! My idea! It was so thrilling lah! And when we went out of the room, the salesperson was like, "Wadda..?" Hhahahahahaha!
Then we had some Faz called it "diploma games" and more blonde jokes from me at the Vivo's open area or roof top or garden or watever they call it, next to the swimming pool area there. lol.
"How many man mannn mannn meh meh meh meh meh jump over the moon?"
and
"How many sheep..." oh i forgot wats Faz's one. lol.
Then we had an
ARCADE SESSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then after that we ate some dough nuts.
And then everyone had to leave. And after today, everyone's going to be very busy already. We are going to be the third yearies. =(
We just want to live it our way. Cause theres a kid in me. Like the kid thats in you. All the fun we have together. Fun that last forever. Just you! You and me. Where we can be free~
:) See u real soon frinks.
super kawaii :D
Thursday, March 29, 2007
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Abang...
Im crying now...
I miss you terribly. I dont know why. Usually this tears are so stubborn to come out no matter what sad situation i am facing, no matter how many people around me were crying, but suddenly right now, it's continuously flowing for at least 15 minutes already.
Angin rindu.
Meeting you in my dreams will never be enough. I want you to come home this instant. Right now. Havent you been spoiling me by listening to whatever i said and fulfilling whatever i wanted? Why arent you doing that anymore?
Looking at your photos will never be enough. I want to see you personally. Come here and take me with you please. I want to be with you.
gosh. i am so childish.Faizal: Mahakarya cinta Begitu berat melangkah
melihat kau bersamanya
adakah aku yg salah
atau hanya helah saja
ku masih mencintai diri kamu
bila kau menjauh
ku rindu
kau bagaikan udara
yang membantu aku untuk terus hidup diatas dunia
tanpamu ku lemah
pasti aku tak berdaya
kerna kau maha karya cinta ...
biarpun kau tidak mahu
menerima kasih daku
ku kan setia bersama mu
sehingga ke akhir waktu
ku masih menyayangi diri kamu
bila kau berlalu
ku rindu ..
kau bagaikan udara
yang membantu aku untuk terus hidup diatas dunia
tanpamu ku lemah
pasti aku tak berdaya
kerna kau maha karya cinta
kau takkan dapat aku lupakan
kerna kau lah punca cinta kita
mengajar aku erti bahagia
kembalilah ..
terimalah pesan daku
yang akan terus menunggu ...
super kawaii :D
Sunday, March 25, 2007
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
This morning, i woke up very very reluctantly.
I dreamt of Abang.
In my dream, it was a Friday night. And i was doing work at my laptop when suddenly abang came back home. He appeared at the front door. I was so shocked.
IT FEELS SO REAL.
It really seems like last time when he was still alive, he came back from work late at night and i was doing my assignments. Its the exact situation.
I was so shocked to see him. But he looked so calm, as if
nothing happen. He smiled at me. And he walked in to
somewhere.
Then i heard someone told me, "God lend him to you another time for tonight" I dont know who exactly, and i cant see anyone actually. But i just heard it from
somewhere.
Then my brother came out to the hall and lie down on the sofa. Then he called me and asked me to massage his legs. And so i did and im in tears. But he looked so calm and have no reaction, as if
NOTHING happen.
But the thing is, when im massaging his legs, i cant really feel anything. Compared to my previous dreams about him, when i hugged him, i can feel his body and his warmth. But this time, i can only feel air.
Then after that, we had a long chat, throughout the night.
It really seems like last time when he was still alive, he came back from work late at night and he came and accompany me while telling me about his encounter for that day. He talked about his friends. He talked about girls. He complained about how nicely he have treated them and how they dont appreciate it sometimes. And i will think that he is being too nice and very sweet and such a gentleman. Its the exact situation.
With his exact expression. Exact smile. Exact frown. Exact style. And his voice. His voice that i missed terribly. That all of us missed terribly.
Then halfway through, my mum came to join, then he stopped talking. Hahha! Its really like last time. Whenever he talks especially about girls, its just between us siblings. Nanny nanny poo poo.
And the thing is, my mum seems to be very calm about it too. Like as if
nothing happen too. Like he have been always alive, like that. No reaction to his presence. I dont know why, its seems like its just me who thought that he's......, yeah.
And we talked, talked, talked and laughed, laughed, laughed.
Then suddenly i woke up.
I was in dazed and stared into nowhere for so long. Why does the dream have to end? Why is it a dream? When will this dream turn into a reality and will he just come back so that everything will be back as per normal? Why cant we be together forever?
WHY IS IT A DREAM
super kawaii :D
Thursday, March 22, 2007
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
My first lesson today. Saw Fiona and Loon haha! The other day saw Terrance and Tiffani from D class!
Had so much trouble with the steering wheel and staying in my lane. It is soooooooooooooooooooooo HARD! I din know when to turn and how much to turn and pull and where to look for the line. Dammit. I feel that e $58 is not worth it!
And.............. dance floor! YEY! Watched it wif my bestie Syam and Delphine at Delphine's house. Tmr Delphine will fly to Cambodia. Will miss her, herk herk. But anyways, we had lotsa laugh stiches yet again dis evening!
grinnnnnns. pretty boyys.. pretty boyys... pretty boyys.... (=I just realised something. Fantastic four, cut short? F4?!!!!!!!!!!! Gino will be my Huaze Lei. Ewan(the other one who is wearing yellow too) will be my Daoming Si.
Ni hao. Wo shi Shancai. Wo ai Huaze Lei.
HAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
Gosh. Meteor Garden is so not the in-thing anymore, so old school. But its still my first favourtie chinese drama!!
super kawaii :D
Monday, March 19, 2007
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
LETS DANCE AND SING TO DIS CATCHY SONG!!!D-Va: Aku, dia dan kamu
betapa bodohnya diriku
mau diduakan dirimu
namun bila hati bicara
aku sayang padamu
kau takkan pernah tinggalkannya
di hatimu cuma dia
tetap juga kau inginkanku
kini apa dayaku
Chorus: putuskan dia oh kasih
agar ku tak tersaingi
sungguh ku benci dirimu
yg tak bisa memilih
namun harus ku akui
sukar untuk lepaskanmu
akhirnya aku undur diri
demi dia dan kamu
betapa bodohnya diriku
mau diduakan dirimu
namun bila hati bicara
aku sayang padamu
lalallalalalalalalalalalaalalalalalaa~
=)
When school reopens, im just going to Ngee Ann Poly on every Monday!! And on Friday to attachment, no more have to see e kids on monday blues~ Happy sekali!
super kawaii :D
Sunday, March 18, 2007
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
YESTERDAY I MEET MY BESTIES! WE HAVE SUCH A LAUGHING TRIP AS USUAL!!
Although we din manage to watch a movie and we end up hanging around the town aimlessly tru and fro, just appreciating each other's presence. What could we ask for more right? (=
And we had lunch at LJS againn. hahahha! Its our certified eating-place-for-besties i guess. And i had Mars balls, and..... BANANA AND STRAWBERRY BUBBLE TEA! YEY!
THIS IS OUR LARGE NEOPRINT MADE BY ME. VERY ORIGINAL.
I LOVE THEM TO BITS.
I just realised dat i din reali took an individual pic wif kin:(. So i replaced e place there wif our another grp photo.
NICE KANN!
super kawaii :D
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
YEY! I CANT BELIEVE THAT I HAVE OFFICIALLY GONE THROUGH TWO YEARS OF TERTIARY EDUCATION!! IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY I WAS A FFRESHIE IN NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC!!! AND NOW, IN A ABOUT A MONTH TIME, THERE WILL BE A NEW BATCH OF FRESHIE JOINING!!!!!YEY! I GOT MY SECOND 'A' AFTER CHN, AND THIS TIME ITS FOR MY FAVOURITE SUBJECT PSYCHOLOGY OF THE EXCEPTIONAL CHILD!!ITS A WASTE DAT I DID NOT SCORE AN 'A' TOO FOR MY ANOTHER FAVOURITE SUBJECT, SINGAPORE FAMILIES, but sipi2 lah.(:
AND I DID NOT FAILED FOR MY SYC AS I HAVE EXPECTED!!! INSTEAD I GOT A BEAUTIFUL 'B'!But on top of it all, i did wost for FP this time among all the other semesters. Despite how much time, ideas, strength, tears, sleep, hardwork, loved ones AND MONEY i have spend and sacrifice just for the bloody lessons for those bloody devils. Sigh. So, it ends up my GPA not that good.
Oh well, time to get myself ready to go to Escape Theme Park with my fellow classmates! We're going to celebrate our success no matter what.
super kawaii :D
Thursday, March 01, 2007
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Click for a larger view.
=D.
Oh ya. And Zul said this something to me.
"Izzah skrg da tak kisah langsung seh tengok budak-budak.."
"Izzah now cant be bothered already looking at kids"
Turning to all my ECH friends, and together, we smiled. Right? Hahahhahaa!
super kawaii :D
